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Kristina Padilla’s Path to Owning Their Recovery Story

Kristina Padilla’s Path to Owning Their Recovery Story
By
Tom Farley
Published May 15th, 2025

Kristina Padilla, an indigenous queer leader and fierce advocate for recovery, mental health, and the LGBTQIA2+ communities, shares their powerful journey on Recoverycast. Their story is one of resilience, identity, and ultimately, the freedom that comes from fully owning one’s narrative. This is a story of overcoming addiction, gang involvement, and abuse to find a path of leadership and helping others.

Early Exposure and the Search for Belonging

Kristina’s early life was marked by exposure to alcohol and a search for belonging that led them down a dangerous path. “All I know is he would come pick me up and in between his legs he’d have his Coors beer,” Kristina recalls, describing their father’s alcoholism. This early exposure, coupled with their parents’ busy work lives, left Kristina feeling bored and seeking connection elsewhere. “Nobody had any time for a little Kristina, and so little Kristina found belonging in gangs, found belonging in drugs.”

This search for belonging led to early experimentation with drugs. At 14, Kristina was introduced to cocaine and then crank, which quickly took hold. “It was there for me whenever I needed it,” they explain, highlighting the allure of drugs as a substitute for the connection they craved.

Gang Involvement and a Double Life

Kristina’s involvement with gangs started at a young age. This involvement wasn’t just about drugs; it was about finding a place to belong. “I was excited because not only was it being introduced to me, but it was like part of the gangs were introduced, and this was just like, wow, this is interesting,” Kristina says.

The gang life became a significant part of their identity, leading to a double life. While their family worked hard, Kristina was drawn to the streets, engaging in risky and dangerous behavior. This period was marked by a constant search for something that felt missing, a void that drugs and gang affiliation temporarily filled.

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The Turning Points: Overdose and Abuse

Kristina’s journey to recovery wasn’t a straight line. It was marked by two significant turning points. The first was an overdose, a stark wake-up call that, while initially didn’t lead to immediate change, planted a seed. The second, and more decisive, turning point came from an abusive relationship. “She stabs me with a screwdriver,” Kristina recounts, describing the violence they endured. This moment of intense physical and emotional pain served as a catalyst for change.

A Mother’s Unwavering Support

Throughout Kristina’s struggles, their mother remained a constant source of support. Even during the darkest times, their mother’s love and determination to help shone through. After the violent incident, Kristina finally reached a breaking point. “I woke up the next day and I said, you know what, mom, if you take me right now, I’ll go. You gotta take me right now.” This plea marked a turning point, and their mother acted immediately.

This unconditional love played a crucial role in Kristina’s journey. Despite the pain and frustration, their mother never gave up hope, providing the support needed to finally seek help.

Entering Treatment and Facing the Past

Entering treatment was a daunting step. Still under the influence, Kristina faced the reality of their addiction and the long road to recovery. This highlights the challenges of early recovery, including the physical and emotional toll of detoxing.

Treatment provided a space for Kristina to confront their past, including the trauma of sexual abuse and the cycle of violence they had been trapped in. It was a time of immense vulnerability and a crucial step towards healing.

Finding Strength in Recovery

Recovery wasn’t just about abstaining from drugs; it was about reclaiming their life and finding a new identity. Kristina’s story is a testament to the transformative power of recovery. They went from leading a gang to becoming a leader in their community, using their experiences to help others.

Kristina’s journey highlights the importance of recognizing the potential for change in individuals who have been written off by society. They are now using their skills and experiences in a positive way, demonstrating that recovery is possible and that past mistakes don’t define a person’s future.

From Gang Leader to Community Leader

Kristina’s story is one of transformation. They channeled the leadership skills they developed in the gang into a force for good. “Basically, I was already a business development rep,” Kristina reflects, recognizing how their past experiences, even the negative ones, contributed to their current abilities.

This transition from gang leader to community leader demonstrates the power of recovery and the potential for individuals to redirect their lives in meaningful ways. It’s a message of hope and a challenge to societal stigmas surrounding addiction and recovery.

The Importance of Seeing Transformation

Kristina powerfully addresses the often narrow and stigmatized view of addiction. “I think a lot of times people look at addicts and alcoholics and any other kind of addiction, you know, they think about somebody with heroin needles in their arms. Or when it could be medical doctors that are popping pills. Mm-hmm. And nobody’s seen that.” This quote challenges the common stereotypes and highlights the diverse faces of addiction, emphasizing the importance of recognizing the humanity and potential for recovery in everyone.

Unconditional Love and a New Path

Kristina’s story is a powerful reminder of the importance of unconditional love and support in the recovery process. Their mother’s unwavering belief in them, even during the darkest times, played a crucial role in their journey.

This narrative underscores the transformative power of human connection and the potential for individuals to find a new path, even after years of struggle. Kristina’s story is a beacon of hope, demonstrating that recovery is possible and that a brighter future awaits those who seek it.

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